Dream

I had this dream today that made me really sad when I woke up.
A few weeks ago, I read about a baby that died because she had a syndrome that was fatal and extremely rare. I saw her picture and read about her short life.
So in my mind I tried to place myself in the shoes of the mother that lost her baby.
Well unbeknownst to me, my mind decided it would be fun for me to really live it.
I dreamt that I was in China without Sophie for some reason and that my dad and Zhen were to bring her to me. Once they did, her health somehow started to deteriorate. Then I dreamt that Sophie passed away in my arms... except she didn't look like our baby. She looked more like Annabelle (name of the baby I read about). I think I woke myself up from all the sobbing I was doing. My heart goes out to that mother. She sounds so strong in the face of this heartbreaking loss.