High School Reunion

This coming Saturday is going to be my 5-year high school reunion. I can't sleep because I am in a dilemma of whether or not I should go. When I was in high school, I was very much a loner and was probably too proud to make friends with people. So there are not any old friends that I would want to catch up with or things of that nature. I have not accomplished much in my mind in the five years time for me to be able to go there holding my head up. Of course I got married to a wonderful husband who loves me unconditionally...but I don't see that as something I did personally. I mean it would be another story if I were in Mai's shoes...becuase now she has succesfully gotten into medical school and is already attending her second year. Whereas I am ladi-da-ing around and goofing off. Maybe in five more years I will have accomplished my goal and will be able to hold my head up and appear in front of those people who judged me so many years ago.