Three Months

Wow! I can't believe it. It's already been three months since Sophie was born.
Sorry I've been MIA. Not because of me being busy w/ Sophie...just been a bum that's all:-).
She has been the best baby. So easy. If all my babies are going to be like that, I wouldn't mind having five. O_O Ha ha ha just kidding. Pregnancy was hell for me cuz of the gestational diabetes. I think because of that, I'm going to wait a while before we start trying for the second one. I want to be able to forget some of that pain I went through.
In these three months, it's amazing to see how Sophie has grown (both physically, socially, and mentally). I'm falling in love with her more and more everyday. One thing that I treasure with babies is when they start to look towards you for comfort and support. Even though she is still so small, I know once she sees me, her eyes clearly brightens and smiles gets wider. Just watching her grow is what encourages me to take another step everyday.
It's been a month since I moved to Cleveland and boy is it lonely here! Zhen is so busy with work he gets to spend about a hour each day (if that) with me. I know he does not mean it but it makes me depressed having to wait for him like a puppy dog everyday. Then on the weekends, he does not try to spend time with me and just does his own stuff. Urgh. Hope this fog lifts soon.....